My fantasy is to have some place to work steadily and a place of my own. I would like to keep people away that are no good. I’ll have smart people in my life that will guide me to success.
It is a hard feeling when people look down on you because you need help. But you will always have hope for the next day.
When I come out of this hole, I am going to try hard and stay strong. Sometimes it seems like the harder you try, the harder you are pulled back. But that could what happens when you wanted to change but are not able to recognize that feeling or emotion after being “down” for so long.
In a negative mind-set, it is very difficult to recognize a new change in pattern, because you have been used to that old one for so long. Thank you everyone in Tenley Town for their help with my hardship.