Staying on top of my life today
gives me the chance to say
I’m definitely on my J.O.B.
Not for pay, just for me.
I’ve had a lousy four months.
So it means a lot to still complete my tasks for the day.
Courts, medical and my spirits, to say mental health.
Next step and my P.O. the right way.
Loving myself helps a lot.
When I’m taking care of the right things,
that makes me happy.
No matter how hard they may be,
it is all for changing my life for the sake of making me, me.
I’m not a bad guy you see,
just never knew myself and what I could be.
I feared rejection for as long as I could see.
Never knowing how to love and be free,
fear and shame took over me.
They turned into anger, which you can guess,
took the best of me.
I’m praying and giving all that I can,
so that I may be forgiven for at least one of my sins.
Money doesn’t make a man,
I see the small things in life,
it’s what has set me free.
Being on time and being trusted by me has always been my problem.
“You’re going to be late. You can’t do this.”
“You’re going to mess things up. Just give up.”
All things I used to tell me.
My thinking has never gotten me much money, you see.
So stay out of my head keeps me more happy, just being me.
Lovin’ myself is more important today.
As long as I continue to stay out of my way.
and let someone or something continue to lead my thinking in the right way.
