I need all people that read my writing to understand that I’m in a lot of pain.
My daughter’s birthday was November 25, 2015, which marked the first time I haven’t talked to her for a whole year. It was painful not to. But, she had told me to stay away and I was worried about adding to her own pain.
I want her to hear that I love her. I’ve still got her birthday present from last year, for her and my grandson. I hope that I can give it to them one day. I hope I learn how to act.