Not Right Now

Sometimes it crosses my mind
What I don’t know
I want to know right this minute.
Is it really worth the effort and time?
The bigger, greater, most awesome question
Do I really need to know?
Is it going to help me?
Every day in any little way
Make me happier
Give me the answers
Any ole way
My anxiety says, “Now!”
A tense, deep breath later
With a pause and a woeful murmur sung
I will think about that decision to be made.
Sometime later; not right now.