Healing

I spent years feeling inadequate, tears constantly running down my face. I prayed that a much more pleasant emotion would hurry up and come take the place of these sad emotions and replace them with happy ones. 
I spent years hoping to be that special someone in a special someone’s eye. Hoping and wishing beat me up so badly inside until I almost wanted to die. 
Lonesomeness is not an easy thing to battle especially when so many people each day pass you by. 
But, I have received a blessing from the Almighty Himself, who sits on that great throne in the sky. The lonesomeness is no longer an issue. I am now content, deep down inside.